Wednesday, July 20, 2016

Jack + Cora


Jack currently loves pirates, dinosaurs, Lightning McQueen and chocolate milk. Still a picky eater and a pretty good sleeper. This summer he has become quite the swimmer. With his Puddle Jummper floats on he can swim the length of the pool. He loves jumping off the side into the water. Most of all he loves the big water slide. He is all grown up all of the sudden with friends that come knock on the door and ask if he can play and has become too cool to hold my hand. He likes to do things all by himself. His Jackanese is slowly turning into something closer to English. He loves church and all of his friends in nursery. He cries when we pick him up to go home. He is so adventurous and imaginative. I love when he tells me he'll "Be right back" and when he says "Cowa baby!" He still pretends to be a dog for at least part of the day, everyday. He can sing his ABC's and count to 13 without any help. At bedtime he always has a sudden need for something. A drink, a snack, a movie, a trip to the dinosaur museum. But most days he wakes up so happy. I get a big hug and a quite "Hiiiiiiiiii" when I get him out of his room Pretty great way to start the day. 
Cora is the best. She is turning into such an amazing little girl. Her personality is growing daily. Thanks to having to survive her older brother, she is basically the toughest girl I know.  She does not let Jack push her around or steal her stuff anymore. When she thinks something is entertaining but not worth summoning her big belly laugh she uses this little half laugh that sort of sounds like "eh-heh". I call it her pity laugh and it is one of my favorite things about her.  Yesterday she stuck a bar of soap in her mouth and didn't even gag. Just went back for more. Pretty sure if I wouldn't have intervened she would have eaten in like a popsicle.  A few days ago without much warning she decided to follow Jack upstairs. Climbed up no problem, with me standing behind her worried she was going to fall back at any moment. She's busy and active but still loves to snuggle. When Parker gets home from work she expects him to pick her up for a big hug, very first thing. If he doesn't, she gives him a big angry scream and then pouts. She's kind of dramatic and prefers to sleep in one of our arms which is a problem but the crib is slowly growing on her. Still sucking her thumb, I have a feeling its going to be a hard habit to break. I can't believe she is 9 months old and at the same time I don't know how we ever survived without her pity laughs and slobber kisses. 

Everyday Awesome

Grotto Falls



4th of July!


Thursday, May 12, 2016

Mother's Day

I have a really hard time articulating my thoughts and feelings when it comes to Motherhood. There is just so much…
As usual I find that Elder Holland says it best.


I love and am so thankful for all of the Mothers in my life. And I love love love love the kiddos who made me a mama and my best friend who supports me in chasing after my dreams. They both move pretty quick these days.







Parker helped the kids and Dax make me a card. It said, "We tried to count how much we love you but, we ran out of fingers toes and paws" 


When I neared the end of my pregnancy with Jack I remember thinking, "I'm excited to have my body be my own again" Then of course came breastfeeding and I thought surely when we wrapped that up, my body would be my own again. Ha. I'm a mom.
My arms are a cradle, the safe place after a bad dream. My hands are their lego builders, spoon feeders, bike steadiers and bandaid appliers. My eyes are constantly focused on them. My feet know the way to the crib in the dark, they pace back and forth in the night and chase up and down in the day. Even in my sleep my ears are trained to hear the smallest cry. My shoulder is the place for them to rest their heads. My mind is full of thoughts of them. Worries. Hopes. I need to wash his favorite blanket, she needs longer pajamas.
Maybe some day I'll get those parts of me back. Maybe some day I won't give all of myself all of the time…
But they will always have my heart. My heart swells with joy when they are happy, floods with sorrow when they are in pain and holds a continual prayer day in and day out, "Thank you for sending them to us, please keep them safe, please help me to be a good mother." I know that will never change.


May the Fourth be with You!

We had a really great Star Wars day over here. We played with lightsabers and Jack learned the theme song. I let Jack watch The Force Awakens. He was glued to it from beginning to end. He is turning into quite the Star Wars fan and it makes me all kinds of happy.







Tuesday, May 3, 2016

Cowa Slide





Jack really loves playing with Cora right now. Especially helping her go down the slide. His world is going to be shattered when she gets old enough to want a say in what they do!